And so it is that time of year again. Time to go back to work for a new school year. I think this is the first year I am actually somewhat excited to go back. I really enjoyed being off for most of the summer. I kept myself busy, trying to make sure I had something to get me out of the house every day.Then last week I hit a wall. I ran out of things to do, especially since a majority of the world works year round. Without something to do every day, I have been completely lost and just plain getting down in the dumps. As much as I complain about work during the school year, I've realized those kids keep a smile on my face and keep me going. Even though they aren't my own, they've become my "adoptive family" until an adoption decides to work out around here. Those kids make me laugh every day, let me play and be silly, and cheer me up when I'm down... and... of course test my patience (but isn't that what being a kid is all about?)
I've also realized how much I miss everyone I work with. I am so blessed to work with some of the most kind, supportive, and lovely ladies a girl could ask for. They have been a great support these past couple of years, and I can't wait to have our lunches and afternoon chats again. I have to admit, since we don't have a baby yet, I'm pretty bummed I'm only going back part time. But, it's too late- can't change my mind now. I'm looking around for some other part time work to get me outta the house the 2 days I'm off. So send up some prayers that I find the right thing for me. I'm hoping early intervention can work out in some way, but at this point I'm becoming open to just about anything kid related to get me out of the house and keeping my mind off of the fact that we are STILL waiting for a baby.
I'm sure you will be hearing from me again in a few weeks complaining about work, but for now I'm looking forward to getting out of the house and back into the groove of things.
