Gotta have faith

So I had a freak out moment... Okay it was more like a freak out day today. I hadn't heard from birth mom in much longer than usual, so today I decided to go worst case scenario and assume it meant she was having second thoughts. Needless to say, after many prayers begging God for this little one and for even just a response to my email, God told me loud and clear to sit back and trust in Him. Just minutes after finishing my St. Andrew Christmas novena tonight I heard from birth mom and all is well. I can breathe again... I apologize in advance. It is likely going to be a long few days around here  with a good chance of the occasional freak out moment. At least this one is over, and I can rest easy until I scare myself again soon :)